i dont remeber how it started but from what i do remeber i can say that it all has some sort of meaning because my insticnts were going hay wire and told my brain to remeber these figments of tattered images in my mind.my mother was hunting me,and i saw her by a dock of some sort,i snuck past her crawling quickly on all fours into a room which 2 young boys were in,playing and such,i told them i was hiding,from someone and they wrre glad to help me,their beds were on oposite sides,and the room was slightly a mess,soon after sometimes time it was dark and i was outside in the backyard of a place i didnt recognize and yet found somewhat familiar,,it was dark by then,i guess that place sort of looked like my old nieghborhood,in oakridge,i was running away because i was being chased,then found myself at the peir once again,and my mother down there,but this time she saw me,and went after me,i went in once again through the door,and was banged the door trying to get in,the boys gathered themselves and snuck out,i followed them after trying to lock the door several times and blocked it instead.they drove me to a place,it was so beautiful,it was over the seas and the ocean,roads,bridges actually.with blue lights to guide the path they went.it was stunning,simply stunning.i was happy,i asked them to take me away,far far away from her and they said they could not drive to much farther,i could see the waves of ocean,if you could have seen such a beautiful sight.then i just blacked out,and woke up in a room with a boy and a girl,there was a door were the 2 were playing their little games,i watched them then an old man came in and snatched the girl dragging her into the bathroom,it was the most scaryiest old man i had seen,she was crying trying to et away,i found myself screaming for him to let her go but for some reason my body would move twoard them,the boy coward away into the opposite corner,and a final cry and then blood spilled onto the wall of the door,i knew what happened,she ws dead and i left that room leaving the boy behind,i ran,like a tiger i ran on all fours,searching and searching,then i saw something familiar,a school,i went there in only to find actually a building of some sort,where men function meetings and such but they all look mostly like classrooms,almost the same in my old middleschool.i went in one room and found my old math teacher,i wanted to approach her but i crawled carefully and saw the students studying,and a man entered the classroom i feared him he wore a gray suit and walked over to the teacher,i made sure he didnt see me,and left that room,i went in another and found ryan at a desk writting something down preparing for a meeting,i tried telling him something but he wouldnt listen and insited i return to the same room where the old man was,i told that i wouldnt because the old man wasa there and he looked at me as if i were mad,i was to afraid to go near that room.he then got up and went off to what look simliar to a passage of some sort,a bridge,under it where a gate faell covering passage and there,men gathered and spoke,i sat on the floor by ryan messing around with gameboys sp's,one was red the rest were black it was more then one and i had trouble folding them,they folded like 3 times in 3 different ways,i was trying to close them all,the screens were on and only depicted pictures of creatures,i cant say what they looked like,because well thats something i dont think i could explain,but only draw.anyway one of the men had killed someone and they knew i saw them because i was there, i think he was a general of some sort,and a private,both discussing something and then his dog was barking and the man asked the private to shoot his dog because he did not call his dog and is tired of the barking the man so confused refuse,i watched silently at the whole thing,the private asked the general why he not shoot his own dog and the general refused to do so,the man eventually shoot the dog and when he did the general stuck a hook through the guy's chest and pulled him up to hang in mid air then tied up his hands and killed him. no one saw that but me,and the general looked at me dead in my eyes when he annouced that whomever witnessed anything bad from within and told anyone else would die,i gave a great howl because i knew he was talking about me,everyone else went on about some sort of buiness with the government.i was afraid and resyted my head on ryan,whom faded and disappeared moments after, then i heard my mother once more and ran away,i went looking for the bridges over the oceans with the blue light,i ran and ran past the fog which i could barely see anything in,searching for that sight and wondering where ryan had gone.